This is all bullshit
We're placed here without consent
And we're made to feel guilty for not participating
It's all just about trying hard and getting tired
Nothing changes
I don't hope for that anymore
I can't even cry anymore
I want so out of here
I feel helpless
I don't know what I need help with in the first place
I don't find any good reason to continue
But I am such a coward
I wish I can just shut down this part of me
And not care at all