I try to lose myself in the loudness of the world
I dance to every happy beat, go everywhere and nowhere
Somehow I could forget when I don’t hear my mind
So many lies I tell myself to keep my eyes open
Can’t throw away the memories that’s been long gone
People forgot them but I can’t
My thoughts they kill me from inside out
I try to fight so hard but I keep losing
Like it was all meant to end for me
I’m inside a metal cage I can’t get out
Can’t find no key I’m locked up
There’s a big hole in me, come fill me up
I’m drowning in an empty sea
My body’s weak from trying to breathe
I keep swimming, I keep screaming
Does anybody hear me?
I’m scared to be alone with myself
Riding a train taking me to dark places
In the silence, the voices get louder
It’s like my mind got its own mouth
I can’t shut it down