sometimes

Oct 1, 2021

Sometimes, I feel like everything is falling apart
Sometimes, I'm fine enough to write a song about happy hearts
Sometimes, I couldn't wake up without my alarm
After staying up so late thinking about my past mistakes

Sometimes, I feel that everything is going to be fine
While reading books telling me it's just those times
Sometimes, I go out with my friends, trying to escape the pain
Then I take the bus home alone, still wondering how to get through this storm

Sometimes, I write an essay in my head, those letters that I never sent
Sometimes, I want to apologize for everything to everyone I've ever hurt
Sometimes, pride gets the best of me
I put the phone back and just let it be

Sometimes, I try to tell my story,
Hoping that maybe, it won't be this heavy
Sometimes, I wonder if anyone gets me
If they ever did, why does it have to be this lonely?

Sometimes, I wonder about my old friends
Was it all just for convenience?
Sometimes, I understand that life just happens
Sometimes, I couldn't believe anything, nothing makes sense